Monday, August 08, 2005
This word describes how i'm feeling these days.
Alright, just say that i'm sick and tired of everything lil' things in life, or everything that's happening in life.
Life's like a palette of colours. There is red, blue, green, black and white colour. Once, my life was black in colour...
Every single night, without fail, we would end with a sad tone and hang the phone up. It hurts me. It's still hurting me. And yesterday, you suddenly blew your top. I don't know what to do. I stopped the arguement by saying sorry to you. I hope you will understand me better.
I'm always the one who's saying sorry despite you're the one at wrong (i assume). And when i told you this, you would say that you shall leave my life as you're adding stress in me. I didn't mean this. You assumed too! I know that you've to work and study at the same time. But what about me? I've to mug hard for my Os. You told my friend that you don't wanna disturb my studies. True! By doing this (showing me that you're angry), you're making me feeling unsure of your actions.
I'm penning all these down not because i wanna you to feel bad. I just want to pen it all down and leave it all behide my head. I know you will think negatively. This is just to give you an assurance.
Life's been sucky! Real sucky!
Small lil' tiny things that will affect my mood will make tears roll down my cheeks.
Bye people.
I've got no mood to continue blogging for this moment.
Emo + Stress!
Leave me alone!
5:19 AM